Trust issues

Sometimes the moral of the story is : "If you wanna be happy, don't trust people"

What goes around comes around....

I'm begining to fall in love with Justin Timberlake's songs...his latest Future..whatever album and this song is stuck like forvever glue in my mind and on my desktop...its hard to believe that I can keep replaying it umpteen no. of times without getting bored...the tune is AWESOME..
I totally love the lyrics...what goes around..really does come all the way back around...every dog (or bitch) has his/her day and history repeats itself...so if you find urself in the bloody dumps today..feel frustrated with urself and ur life in general...feel lousy about a certain module/assignment...it'll be over in a jiffy..and it'll come back in a much more positive light...
amen....

In passing...
After days it seems that I'm free...clear-headed..and happy as a lark. Lack of sleep and working till ungodly hours at school or home are things that haven't integrated into my system despite 3 years of mass comm and I think they never will...period. But that is by no means an excuse for not doing my work...period...again...Pretty much a policy in my life...As for Panda eyes and workaholic tendencies...if the results or outputs, outgrowths and outcomes are good...I don't give two hoots about the way I look and whether people appreciate my appearance...those are EXTREMELY trivial concerns...after 21 years on this earth...what matters is the legacy not the legend.
So...thats about it for the worklife...Life - school work = relaxation = happiness.
Having said that though, I must say that school has its own perks...and off late I've generally got more good news than bad from school! Touchwood...besides..it's the last 7 weeks...less actually...(or so I think)...so I'll just live up...bearing up with everything...the good ofcourse...but even the bad and the outright ugly.
Now...for life in general...when I'm happy as a lark...good thoughts warm my being...and once again I start looking at the bigger picture, the larger universe and I find that in the past 21 years, with all the changes they have brought about - in me, in my surroundings and social relations...I've grown as a person...infinitely...and my mind, heart and soul have been subjected to perennial metamorphosis. Ofcourse, where this leads me to, and what pre-destined goal is laid out for me...is something I cannot pre-concieve. But I'm learning to enjoy the journey and like the people I pass as I reach out for that larger something.
It is at these moments that the silly test results, the due assignments, the small frustrations, the tensions, the crushes et al, fade into nothingness and clarity of purpose seeps in...I love it...the feeling of liberation...when ur environment vapourises and all you can think of is life at its best. When fiction becomes fact, great literature and films solidify and things as you have always wanted them to be...in that rose-tinted world - come to life. Just the abstract, undefinable thought and the accompanying feeling brings a wide-smile to my face.
So, I was chatting with Caleb...the 'botak' one...on how one shouldn't limit ones boundaries and laze away into darkness, giving up all hope...because our lives are made for some divine purpose...and when we find it...all the zest and meaning comes right back! Should have seeped into his mind...considering that there is not much blocking it anyways..haha...my PR group is the best...they crack me up like nobody's business..... alright..before it all hits randomness...I'm off...adios!